
(is what Ava used to say..)
Finally, after just a few tweaks :p, my new blog is live!! I'm so excited but even more nervous..It sounds silly but I'm a bit sad about leaving my Blogger site..even though I have copied all the posts and comments from here over to there..it still feels strange. What started out as a simple blog to share life with friends and family has become so much more to me, more than I can explain in this post, but you all know. So, I'm all sentimental and excited at once.
Please head on over, bookmark the new site and soon I will umm, probably close this one, I guess..(Ouch, it hurts to type that!)
S xxx
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Close Your Eyes, I've Got A Surprise...
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
Smiling.
I am.
How lucky do I feel? Very.
I never, ever expect the amazing support I get - you, you beautiful people, always catch me unaware and I sit back in amazement and wonder and gratitude. Thankyou.
So many reasons to smile.
All the beautiful words and thoughts and prayers and emails..making me feel less alone this week..the beautiful poems and stories shared..they all made a difference.
The sweetest butterfly earings from Krysta arrived, suprising me as I surely thought a box from Juicy could only mean one thing. Wrong, I was, and so glad for it because these are just perfect.
Sue sent me Coco. If you're not obsessed with Maileg as I previously divulged, you may not be aware that Coco is, in fact, a bunny. Though to describe her as that is so very inadequate for Coco is wearing a pink crochet frock, knickers and mary-janes. Are you with me now? See? But, even better, Coco arrived with her formal attire as well..A pink evening gown with tiara, silver knickers and silver shoes. Oh, and on a coathanger, of course. She is so, so divine and I cannot believe she is mine.

Lea sent me Bailea's Twingy skirt. It made me cry to see that fabric as I opened her parcel. Not sad tears, just overwhelmed tears. That I am so lucky to have such beautiful people in my life. She said for me to let Ivy play dressup in it. And isn't that just perfect? That the skirt that I had obsessed over and imagined would be worn to the most special of occassions would in fact end up in the dress up box. I love that it encompasses everything I know to be true now..That there is nothing more important than just letting your children live in the moment and being right there with them. Such a perfect gift.
The amazing photographer, Dee (Detra) did this beautiful, beautiful tribute for Ava. You only need to look at it to know what it meant to see it. I keep going back to stare at it some more. Dee, you took my breath away.
Jen sent me a rainbow. It started out as a card but it was more than that. On Ava's birthday last year, as we sat at the memorial garden, the sky gave us a beautiful rainbow. On Friday, as we drove away from the Gold Coast, the skies opened for the first time in weeks and it absolutely poured. We could not see in front of us for a few minutes while traffic almost halted on the highway. When it did clear though, the rainbow was glorious. The clearest and most vivid I had ever seen. When I got home, Jens card had arrived complete with the most gorgeous image of a rainbow and butterflies.
Kate gave me something so very beautiful that I'm keeping it for it's own post. It needs photos, lots of them.
And one more gift? Out of nowhere, Ivy called me "Miss Mummy". And suddenly, for the first time since February 2007, I remembered that Ava used to call me that. How I forgot, I don't know..but I did. And to hear those words again..my heart sings.
Our day was peaceful. We visited Paradise Kids and donated the money from the workshop registrations and attended Parent Group. It was nice to see everyone.
We then went to Ava's garden and released balloons and stayed a while.
A simple, quiet day that didn't feel right but didnt' feel wrong either and that is a huge baby step forward from last year.
Thankyou, again, so very much to all of you.
Love,
Ava's Mummy.
xx
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Friday, August 22, 2008
A day.
A little earlier than expected.
And my heart skipped.
And I cried with suprise.
There was a day.
When I was told you were she.
Which I truly could not believe.
And my heart sang.
And I cried with gratitude.
There was a day.
When you arrived so quietly.
You. Finally. It was you.
And my heart burst.
And I cried with happiness.
There was a day.
When I bought you a tutu.
Pink, and sparkly, of course.
And my heart danced alongside you.
And I cried with love.
There was a day.
Like any other day.
Except you left for Heaven.
And my heart broke.
And I cried. Endless tears.
There was a day.
It was yesterday.
Ivy said she wanted to ring you.
And my heart ached.
And Daddy cried.
There was a day
That should have been your birthday.
We'll celebrate it anyway.
But our hearts mourn.
And tears, we still cry.
My darling Ava.
No matter how much I want to celebrate your birth on this day, it is so buried underneath the sorrow of what should have been.
You should be excited.
You should be here.
You should be five.
I can only imagine what you might have looked like now, what toys you would have
loved, what cake you would have wanted. Would your squeals sound older? Would your hair be longer? Would you have had a party?
I bought a pinata..a Dora one. And a tiara. And so many balloons. Be ready to catch them, won't you?
Happy Birthday, my little Superprincess.
Iloveyousomuch.
Mumma. xx
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Monday, August 18, 2008
Reason # 187 Why I Love My Job.

Because I get to spend time with some of the most beautiful people.
Oh, how very sweet these girls were...it wasn't always easy to take their photos because they wanted to walk holding my hand the whole time! I wasn't complaining!
And, how gorgeous are their names? It was very, very hard not to take them both home.
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Sweet distraction.

I'm working..really, I am. In fact, I'm starting to think sleep is incredibly inconvenient.
I just came across this little collage I'd made back in December 06. {I've uploaded it bigger, just click to see it properly.}
Ava begged for baked beans. I knew she'd hate them. We spent a good few minutes debating back and forth with her insisting she really, really wanted the baked beans. And, as predicted, she hated them.
I remember the day so clearly.
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Friday, August 15, 2008
Ten Things {I love about Mummoo}
1. She can shop like no-one else I know. The Orginal and The Best. Cooking? Cleaning? Budgeting? My mother taught me none of these...she raised me to understand that as long as the shops were open for trading, nothing else mattered.
2. She puts everyone else before her. I once read a quote that said "My mother was put on Earth for the sole purpose of being my mother". When I think of it, I think of her.
3. She gets every single bug my kids lovingly gather up and pass to her yet she still lets them in the door.
4. She goes to Crabtree and Evelyn for my nighties.
5. She's my advice line for interior design, medical emergencies, current sales, good restaurants and all things sensible.
6. She knows my limitations and tries to gently steer me from my ever-changing (and often poorly thought out) notions.
7. She lives down the road. {A dream, literally, come true}.
8. She's 100% trooper. When the going gets tough...well, you know. So many days, she's been my firefly.
9. She always has good cheese and great wine in the house.
10. She's the Mum I want to be when I grow up.
Mummoo, I love you.
S xx
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
Evolve Registrations.

http://www.eyecandyworkshops.com/evolve.html
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Lewis & Daddy
I knew I'd love Lewis when his Mum informed me early on that he usually does the opposite of what all the other kids are doing. Sounds like a little person destined for big things to me :)

And this just makes me miss having really little boys..
S xx
ps My Inbox has a nasty habit of fainting lately..Although I've revived it again this morning, please be patient if I owe you a reply - I'm working through the backlog over the next few days.
**Eye Candy - Some of you have written to ask about doing Evolve after Explore which I know was the intention of quite a few of the Explore participants - I have set aside places for those who've asked already and will be emailing those people tomorrow - if you haven't yet asked and want to be included in Evolve, please let me know asap.
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Monday, August 11, 2008
Jasper.
I just love this image of freshly-baked baby Jasper. His weary, confused expression totally strikes a chord with me today!
Welcome to the {or is it my} World, little one :)
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
Ma petite fille Ivy
It's so cold. Freezing even. I simply do not cope with anything other than warm sunny days where I can roam around in sunfrocks and flip flops..Winter makes me miserable. Even I thought I looked ridiculous last night as I headed to bed in 2 singlets, 2 woolen jumpers, trackpants, wooly socks and even woolier scarfe. I could barely move all night for the ten layers of blankets. I knew I was cold when I even took the fan off high. (You might recall my must-have-the-fan-on-high-no-matter-what quirk.)
It seems it is possible to brave the cold in something much more chic though - Ivy went out shopping with her Daddy and got to try out her new beret and knee socks (Janie and Jack) from Sweet Ms Krysta.


It's been a slightly exhausting week - one of those where you just put one foot after another, with sniffly nose and an endless to-do list, and hope it all works out in the end. The fact that it's now August does not help - Ava's birthday looms and clouds my thoughts, making the days just a little more difficult than usual.
On a happy note, Kate bought me a pinhole camera which makes me smile every time I see it - I can't wait to play with some film, it's been forever. Here's us girls hamming it up in the photo-booth last week. 
I also, thanks to Krysta once again (that girl knows how to shop), have developed a Juicy charm fixation. Seriously, these things are SO cute..I can't stop Googling and my list of must haves is growing by the day...
I was very restrained though, here is what I have so far..
Ballet shoes for Ava..
and this mirror 'cause it's sweet. I have a thing for pretty mirrors.
I have no doubt that less here but I can't resist them - I've seen a bluebird and I'm doomed.
I'll be back with client photos tomorrow - I've had some lovely shoots lately.
S xx
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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
There's No Place Like Home

Going away is lovely - coming home is even better. Own sheets, own coffee cup, own everything. Bliss.
It seems the more images I have to share, the less time I have to do just that so I'm sorry for the slow blogging. It's been crazy busy of late and I'm straight back into it with shooting solid for the next week - hopefully I can actually show some evidence of that here soon!
Speaking of busy, I'm afraid I've had to make the decision to close registrations for both workshops as of today. I am genuinely thankful for the huge response and want to make sure I can give as much time to every participant as possible so I apologise to those who might have missed out. It's possible I will run these again in the new year. To everyone who's registered, thankyou so much! I'm really looking forward to getting started..
S xx
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Out and About.
Thanks to those who've sent a little note wondering where I've gone this week..I obviously cannot sneak off too far and not be noticed! We're away on a mini-break and although I did take the laptop, internet access is not so reliable. I'll be home in a week so will have plenty to share then!
For those who've paid for Eye Candy workshops in the last few days, I've not been able to send out receipts - please rest assured I'll send them out as soon as I have my trusty Mac back. Thankyou again to every person who has signed up - I'm thrilled to have such a great response and really am looking forward to getting started!
Thought I'd pop in this sweet photo of Monique and Ollie. Makes me smile.
S x
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Monday, July 21, 2008
Soar.
Ava loved being in her angel wings. She wore them with her best dresses, she wore them with nothing. They made an appearance on most days until they became tired and tatty and Mason did what Mason does and broke them. I remember the tears that followed and me dutifully going to buy her another pair.
I was telling Tegan a story today over email..how one night I could hear Ava in the room next door thudding around and getting very cranky over something. It continued for a while so I went in and saw her standing in the middle of the coffee table, frown firmly plastered. I asked "Ava, what's wrong?" to which she replied, frustrated, "Mum, I just can't do it". So, asking what "it" was, she then replied "I just can't fly".
I once posted here some images of her jumping on the lounge and told how when I said "Ava, stop jumping", she replied with "I'm not jumping Mummy, I'm flying". My post ended with the words "Soar, sweet child, soar". As we released balloons the day of her funeral and stood watching them fade away, I spoke the same words.
These images were taken 14 days before she left. I wandered past and saw her standing on a chair, just staring out the window. She wasnt' saying anything, there was really nothing to look at from there, but she appeared so thoughtful, and beauty full, in her wings and tiara. I actually went and got the camera and Crayton to come and see her - there was such serenity in her at that moment. I could only get a couple before she saw me and the moment was gone. I'm so glad I captured it.
I miss my girl today. I miss her every single day but yesterday has passed and all I can think is today, I miss her more. And it will be the same tomorrow. It just is.
S xx
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Just As Cute {In Silhouette}.





Recently Fran shared how Poppy had just "found her shadow" which made me laugh as it was the same week that Ivy, too, had found hers. The girls are only weeks apart so it's cute to see them behave so much alike. That's me off to the side in the 2nd last one :)
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Peek Through My Window {Part 3} & more.
Picking up where I left off with q&a's.. My head is spinning with phototalk today so I'm running with anything that does not involve a camera :)
Ok I want to know who does your brows these days?
Hilarious! Really, my eyebrow obsessed days are overrrr. I used to pay obscene amounts for "brow work" ;p but these days I hope for slow traffic lights to give me a minute to get the tweezers out! Well not quite but something like that. Thanks for making me think they're worthy though :)
Was the children's book for Ava (mentioned last year) ever written/pubished?
It was written and illustrated beautifully but Tiffany and I are still in the process of fine tuning. It's a big thing to organise decent publishing that doesn't cost the Earth..I really want it to be available to anyone, anywhere - no easy feat :) Still, I'm so committed to seeing it in print - the test run version is gorgeous! I am so grateful to Barb Uil and Tiffany Ard for turning an idea into something beautiful, I really can't wait to share it.
Do you picture Ava as an almost 5 year old or will she always be 3 and a half in your mind?
A hard question. I see her as 3.5. I can't really imagine her any other way. As Ivy gets past the age Ava was I guess I will see what Ava might have been like. I don't like to ponder how she might have looked or what she might be doing now, there is so much to miss already I'd rather not add new things to the list. To see other children at the age she should be makes my heart hurt.
What laundry detergent do you buy?
Don't mind Kate, she's a little bit odd. But just in case anyone else needs to know - OMO.
How did you get your start in photography?
Okay, I included this photography one because I wanted to add a bit to the previous answer I gave to a similar question.
Around the time I bought my first DSLR, I was in McDonalds one day and Ava began babbling to a man sitting near us. After a few minutes he introduced himself as a photographer.. Long story short, he asked me to assist at a wedding a few weeks later and sick with nerves, I did. Somehow, I shot the whole thing on manual, I didn't even know AV was an option..plus I ran out of memory too soon but I did it and I learnt a lot from that one day. It really was a chance meeting that inspired me so much. Thanks Dean :)
Can I buy Ivy from you?
Sure, I'm currently running a Buy One Get One Free promo..you'll also get my oldest child, Luca. He's 9 and, just like Ivy, is suffering Gastric Flu this week. That won't be a problem will it?
Do you ever travel to the United States? If you do come to the States, would you consider doing photo shoots while you are here?
Reasonably often actually...I'll be over quite soon but not shooting this time unfortunately.. I will definately try to work it in for the trip after though - remember my husband doesn't let a day go by without mentioning a move to the States! This won't be our last trip :)
Other things for today:
Eye Candy..
I've had a few questions from people who aren't sure whether they should do Explore or Evolve. Basically, if you do not know how to use your camera on manual, or you want to develop your creativity beyond happy snaps, start with Explore. It's a workshop designed to help get started with the basics of taking good images and enhancing in Photoshop..
If you're quite confident with what you're doing in regards to your camera and Photoshop but still feel you have room to improve or want to develop your creativity, along with those going into business, Evolve is ideal.
Obviously, I've not done this before but I'm working hard to make sure both courses are good value with lots of information and insight - I expect the forum will be a great place for people to ask anything I might not have covered. I hope this helps anyone who's not sure which workshop to do.
And finally, a couple of images of Whitney who Kate and I thoroughly enjoyed shooting on Saturday.
Can't resist a quirky leg shot.

Sheye xx
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Monday, July 14, 2008
Eye Candy Workshops are go!
If you're wanting to participate, please click on the Explore and Evolve links above and register.
I am really looking forward to getting to know people better in a fun and inspiring environment.. thanks again for the opportunity to do this :)
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Friday, July 11, 2008
Workshop Update!
Wow! I have been totally, totally overwhelmed with the response to my workshop suggestion. It certainly seems like something worth doing and I appreciate all the support shown!
I am in the process of sending out emails today and must apologise in advance that I can't send hugely personal emails back to everyone - many of you have taken the time to write such beautiful things.. Thankyou so much :)
I'll post full details of the workshop here once it's all finalised - I imagine it will be ready to go by middle to end August.
I'm very excited about this opportunity, thankyou!
S xx
Edited to add: If you're wanting to enquire, please send me an email:
sheyerosemeyer@bigpond.com
I'd hate to miss anyone's comment here! Those who've commented so far I have included in my list.
Also, just to clarify, it is an online workshop - I've had a couple of people getting their bags packed! Do I need to make up extra rooms?!
Thanks again for all the support :)
S xx
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
Peek Through My Window {Part 2}
It's so lovely to have you all take the time to write questions, thankyou so much! I'm wondering this: because so many of the questions are photography related, I would be happy to do an online workshop for those interested. I don't mind sharing tips here but in all honesty, I feel like my blog is a difficult place to expand on specific techniques with the detail that's probably needed. For the more general, quick q's, I will add them in...
If you are interested in signing up for a workshop, please send me an email so I can gage interest. It will be aimed at beginners and those looking to move towards starting a business. I will be happy to share as much as asked and will offer personal c&c for participants. If interest is there, I will be looking at running it from around mid August.
I really hope by doing it this way, I can put the required time and effort into helping those who genuinely want to learn in more of a one-on-one environment. Just send me an email (sheyerosemeyer@bigpond.com) if you'd like to register interest.
So, a few more Q&A's for today!
Have you ever thought about selling or sharing some of your own actions?
Often! I plan to sell them as soon as I have time to get a pretty page up :)
What was the hardest shoot you ever had?
Probably my very first, just because of sheer nerves.
Do you ever still get nervous or intimidated?
I do, but not as often as I used to. If I'm well prepared I'm usually more relaxed..Early on I was quite terrified actually.
How long have you been photographing clients?
Since 2004 but it's taken me quite a while to get in the swing of shooting regularly.
How many shoots do you have during the week/month?
Usually one a week..sometimes two. I rarely take on more than that otherwise I find myself in a bit of a spin. I never want to feel like photography is a chore - I do it because I love it.
How much time do you spend editing?
I usually proof a shoot in a day. The more time I take to prepare pre shoot, the less time it takes in editing.
What did you do before photography?
I was the woman you rang to shout at when your phone bill arrived.
You never talk about your mother... has she passed on?
Oh no! She's very much alive and well and lives just down the road from me. I actually moved up to Brisbane to be closer to her :) We have a regular shopping date most weeks and talk on the phone most days. Mum is my rock.
This month I would like to know how you shoot into the sun without getting harsh sun flare?
In some of your pictures the sun looks so diffused and soft.
There are lots of variables that affect how flare appears. It comes down to the position of the subject, the position of the sun, what's in-between the two, the time of day and the aperture you're using and making sure you compensate with exposure. It takes a while to feel comfortable shooting into the sun but it's worth learning.
What is the most profound spiritual moment of your life?
Giving birth to Ava and Ivy, in water, without drugs. Holding Ava just after she passed away. I cannot seperate the three as I believe the primal intensity of each of those situations was very, very similar.
How would you describe yourself in one sentence?
Altered.
Are you willing to share the pre-PS versions of the images from this post?
Why yes I am! I will dig them out and post them this week.
Okay, it's school holidays and I have a date with two cute boys and a ten pin bowling alley.
S xx
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Peek Through My Window {Part I}
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
The Early Years.
Having a look back through old photos today, specifically those that I believed at the time to be cutting edge creative. A little grain here, a little high key there and presto. It's funny to see them now, with all their flaws and over processing, but they still make me smile knowing I liked them at the time. While this feels akin to showing old bad perm photos, I'm game.
(As tempting as it was to try to redeem these, I'm showing them in their original glory.)
Here you have March 2002. The boys were actually at the beach. There was sand..and waves. It's amazing what one can do with a white paintbrush and vision.
Moving on to 2004...a very tinted, slightly blurry Mason. Throw in a grunge border and voila, insta-creativity. Loved this back in the day, I did.

Here comes the high key again..and you can't go wrong with a tight crop, right?
I actually don't mind this one of Luca, back when I didn't have a remote clue how to get sunflare so no doubt this was a happy accident.
This one is from my first ever shoot with someone I didn't know...a real client. I was beyond nervous, I remember not shutting up for 2 hours straight in complete fit of Fake It Till You Make It approach. I obviously had a lot of enthusiasm for the good old Teeth Whiten action.
It wasn't all bad - I'd obviously realised by this stage that leaving the background in was sometimes a good thing.
So there you have it..a rundown of When Photoshop Attacks. As per Frans wise suggestion, I'm going to double dare all of you to open your dodgy PS vaults and tell all.
In an attempt to reduce the guilt factor that comes with my Inbox, I'm going to do a Q&A day here once a month, starting today..I get lots of interesting questions via email, some photography related and some not and don't always have time to answer all of them.. I then end up feeling awful and neglectful. So, if there is something you've asked and I've missed or something you're wanting to ask - no matter how obscure, go right ahead and ask in comments, I will do a new post during the week with answers :)
S xx
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